I've gotten really down about everything lately. With the prices of gas rising, and our economy dying, and everything just basically going up in flames, I barely even have an idea as to what my future is going to turn into. I feel rather helpless, especially knowing the one way to escape is likely the only way, and impossible. I can't get up and leave this country to settle down in Norway or Finland. As great as it would be, and as great as my life would be thereafter, it's IMPOSSIBLE right now. Or, should I say, within the next ten years atleast.

I just want to hide away in a scandinavian country, full of bookstores and tea shops for me to lose myself in, instead of the endless jobs I'll have to serve here just to survive and have a roof to live under and a car to get me there and back. I need to live in a city, so I can walk to work, and have everything I need right there.

It sucks being trapped. I have such limited fucking options.